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roadside park

by david edward walker

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Roadside Park When I stopped by your roadside park, the sun was low, it was almost dark the lullaby of a meadowlark crossed the woods and weeds like a soft remark A rusty can held a bracken leaf and a paper wrap held a crumb of beef and a newsprint ad, “Drive with Superchief” impaled on grass and in bold relief I sat and stared at your tabletop Where “I love Irene” soaked up soda pop And a cryptic note that read simply “stop” brought an end to words beneath a round raindrop A million miles on this asphalt line all ending here by this picnic sign and a human touch on such great design in the refuse you have left behind And I know you’ll find it hard when you close your eyes at night to imagine that I knew you here in the dusky fading light but we’re more alike than different and I know you by the sight of all that you’ve discarded in the hurry of your flight A pen was crushed beneath your brand new tire and it bled like art, which I much admire, and the ashes of your charcoal fire fed your hungry life as much as my desire On the restroom door, I read a thousand hands all moving in silence to nature’s first demands, and a fly that buzzed in the bathroom’s fans calls your scent to me from each place he lands And I know you’ll find it hard when you close your eyes at night to imagine that I knew you here in the dusky fading light but we’re more alike than different and I know you by the sight of all that you’ve discarded in the hurry of your flight A broken mirror in the parking lot helped me see the fear that made you leave this spot you must travel on and be one who’s got a place to go instead of this place that’s not But I’m going to wait right here in your roadside park and let the sun pull in all this rising dark I want to sleep and wake to your meadowlark across the woods and weeds like a soft remark from inside your heart
2.
his way 05:30
his way Riding that rail right outside of Ishpeming, he hears the track clicking in time as the whistle sings and a hundred bright meadows pass by him with the fragrance of Spring and make him wonder if he’s moving at all or just waiting for whatever the world brings Traveling far, captivated by the open road, it’s a lonely feeling when you’ve got a lot of dreams you left at home but if he just keep holding on to what he wishes he could be he can forget that living free is not a flat car or a freeway sign if he just keeps searching he will never have to find his way Standing on a corner, right outside of Big Cloud listening to the rumbling of the cars yeah, they’re moving steady and loud across the surface of the asphalt conversations abound and they’re mixed with the sound of that late day traffic crowd And he hears but he does not understand a word oh, he sees but only black and white and the rest is obscured and these dreams and spirits keep plaguing him with these wishes that are too absurd he wants to stay as free as a bird and pretend that these feelings never occurred he’s not concerned, he’s never discerned his way
3.
other side of the night I could never be honest with you or show you the real me rather than the one who you knew we read each other’s hearts like tea leaves in a cup when we got too far beyond prediction we just gave up acting like everything was going to be alright as long as every other thing was kept out of sight sometimes it’s easier to shut out the light but now I’m on the other side of the night I still remember the look in your eyes a look that said “I love you but I know that that’s not wise” and even now this contradiction is like a bridge between we two and it sways with each passing breeze blowing through sometimes I don’t know why we put black over white I’d follow the sun but you shut it up tight you’d rather stay blind but I want it bright because I am on the other side of the night We try to stay numb with all of our might We say pretty words instead of words that aren’t quite Words made of clay, words that won’t bite Words I can’t hear on the other side of the night
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wounded man 04:55
wounded man I thought I saw you wounded man crawling around my heart begging me for mercy and tearing me apart but I had my own way to go and you can just bleed in the snow because you’re pulling me down and I know who I am I saw a man-child reach for his father’s hand and little fingers spilled their love like water into sand those feelings became ships that could not find land weighted down with loneliness that someone christened “Man” Adrift, they turn to pirate and plunder each ship, the other ship’s brother they ram and they pillage and murder each other with generations of hand to hand Wounded man The combat we have shared left me here and you over there the armor that we wear keeps us safe from our despair but if we cannot talk to each other our hearts are just torn out at that altar where it’s easier to crawl than to stand Wounded man I can see your open wound underneath Diana’s moon you’re longing for woman to cure a hurt that’s not put there by her a wound borne of loss taking aim adds to your sorrow and shame blind to the hurt that you do you must see that I’m wounded too Wounded man
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the birdman of rosa park Battles, bitterness, burning bridges down sirens, silence, sighs without sound money, honey, running about to get what’s worth getting without going without My friend, your friend, my time alone Knowing your secrets without mine being known Betrayal, dismay or this may go alright Collision, division or cries in the night Mercy and evil and basically good Hearts made of stone, heads made of wood But the birdman of Rosa Park is feeding his pigeons until after dark they sit on his hands they eat from his lips and out pours affection from the bag that he grips Love in abundance there’s a cause we could mourn it flows like a river between the seed and cracked corn in this place where we bury what we wish could be born There’s down on your knees and down on your luck down on your brother or sister or just down in the muck there’s trying too hard or not trying at all or trying to make contract before we all fall There’s fifty years left, fifty days, fifty seconds there’s a light in the dark, in the mist, and it beckons there’s living each day as a soldier to Grace there’s chasing down trouble and staring right in its face Making your life just a seed in that hand and feeding the dreams of the doves as they land While the birdman of Rosa Park is feeding his pigeons until after dark…
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what is a home? Jesse LeRoy is sitting down thinking, lost on the 23rd floor The sign on the door that reads “janitor” was his father’s and his father’s before For 65 years, a LeRoy cleaned the urinals Now tears stain the floors of this office subservial the paint is all peeling and the cockroach proverbial is laughing as he claims all the walls And what is a home and is yours forgotten Did you go on the roam while the old flame went rotten? Sometimes these dreams are just like an old building where the tenants are gone and the draperies are filthy oh love, let us unlock these doors, we must wash all the floors Jane Doe isn’t anyone checking in at the shelter while helter skelter plays in her brain she’s the other side of life on the edge of a knife that cuts between the crowds that pass her by she’ll sleep in the doorway like an old rag tonight that’s fluttered to the pavement and out of our sight muttering curses at first morning’s light like a deckhand gone asleep on the watch And what is a home and is yours forgotten? Did you go on the roam while the old frame when rotten? Sometimes these dreams are just like an old building where the tenants are gone and the draperies are filthy oh love, let us unlock these doors we must wash all the floors
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spinnin' out 04:02
spinnin’ out A hurting time, spinning out, like an antelope on a frozen lake, falling, falling, falling and hoping that the ice won’t break Our day undone in ice and sun and a winter from the gates of hell when it’s melting finally Spring I’m sinking into this shell I want to drown in your embrace but the sound of our anger hits me right in the face oh, listen to that cold wind blow who’d go out on a night like this everything covered with snow and a goodbye that’s been sealed with a kiss and even though I love you very much somehow we’ve forgotten how to touch and, oh no, I feel like we’re spinning out A cutting sound, cutting down, like a logger way up in the hills and this old tree has fallen down to the sorrow of the whipperwills oh can’t you see, inside that tree ring upon ring, you and me all we could be and every song I sing? And the tenderness flows like a river of light down the side of the mountain and into the night You can feel that motion inside of your soul I’m off of the ice now and back in control but even though I love you very much somehow we’ve forgotten how to touch and, oh no, I feel like we’re spinnin’ out
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goodbye 04:29
Goodbye You went down to the supermarket To get yourself a paper Reading about some politician’s blues In some undercover caper I could see you were amused To read of his conviction Such stories were of more use to you While I was only fiction So I went to turn the TV on Only to find that Cronkite’s gone And I heard you yawn in the bathroom mirror And thought I saw a look of fear But you’ve been away so long I’m not even sure you’re really here You were standing at the corner bar With an old friend and a cheap cigar You were laughing at some corny joke Although I couldn’t make out All the words you spoke And ‘though I hungered for you And I thirsted to find you Like a deaf man talking with the blind I was just looking for a sign You cared for me Before I set you free So I followed you I tugged on your coat I read every single word you wrote Until something got caught inside my throat And I watched you disappear Now you’ve been away so long I’m not even sure you’re really here There’s nothing easy about our need To say goodbye I hope you’ll stop and think Before you make those who love you cry You know, it’s easier to hurt those Who can only hide From your cruelty and ignorance and pride And ‘though you turn your back on me Because I would not feed your ego You were naked as a newborn babe Although you felt so high and regal And I couldn’t save you from yourself When you threw that gauntlet down I’m not willing to cross swords with you Even for your rusty crown There’s just mercy here for times gone by Hope we don’t make our children cry A hug beneath this winter sky And a life of truth borne of a lie You know, I’ve been away so long I’m not sure I have the strength To say goodbye Goodbye
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here & now 04:53
here and now You can spend a lifetime trying to run that dollar down You can find the right time to notice the beauty all around capture the mystery behind the grace of loving eyes or sacrifice the moment to the future’s distant prize I’m living in the here and now my dreams are so immediate they’re all that I’ll allow I see and I experience the tao I’m living in the here and now Everybody’s chasing a rainbow like it’s never going to end moving from lover to lover and passing from friend to friend nothing is forever anymore not a promise or a kiss yesterday is dead and gone and tomorrow you might miss I’m living in the here and now my dreams are so immediate they’re all that I’ll allow I see and I experience the tao I’m living in the here and now Time is a part of my history that I learned when I was young now is the place I live in when all is said and done Tao is the way that takes you between the lyric line soon you are still and unfolding as the tangles all unwind You’re living in the here and now your dreams are so immediate they’re all that you’ll allow you see and you experience the tao you’re living in the here and now
11.
his way Riding that rail right outside of Ishpeming, he hears the track clicking in time as the whistle sings and a hundred bright meadows pass by him with the fragrance of Spring and make him wonder if he’s moving at all or just waiting for whatever the world brings Traveling far, captivated by the open road, it’s a lonely feeling when you’ve got a lot of dreams you left at home but if he just keep holding on to what he wishes he could be he can forget that living free is not a flat car or a freeway sign if he just keeps searching he will never have to find his way Standing on a corner, right outside of Big Cloud listening to the rumbling of the cars yeah, they’re moving steady and loud across the surface of the asphalt conversations abound and they’re mixed with the sound of that late day traffic crowd And he hears but he does not understand a word oh, he sees but only black and white and the rest is obscured and these dreams and spirits keep plaguing him with these wishes that are too absurd he wants to stay as free as a bird and pretend that these feelings never occurred he’s not concerned, he’s never discerned his way
12.
13.
polish the stone There is a jackpine standing in the tundra wind, Bent and gnarled with all its branches turned in, Stripped raw on one side by the storms it’s withstood; Made more of hard knots than of useful wood – Polishing the Stone. It can grow no higher at this altitude. Just above it, the land lies barren and nude. Still it seems to struggle on ahead As if to challenge the very things That make it look ugly and dead – Polishing the stone. Polish the Stone! Don’t be a fool – only God knows if the stone is a jewel. Marked with your sweat, your flesh, blood, and bone; Your spirit still shimmers when you Polish the Stone. Polish the Stone, Then leave your mark For others to find their way In the dark. When you cannot, when you’re alone, Find hope again when you Polish the Stone. Dead in the night, you can hear the silent scream Of an innocent life deprived of the right to dream But still reaching out, despite all probability Through the forest of despair, Still having the will to be Polishing the Stone. You, like that tree, may not feel fully grown. You may stand in a fierce wind, feeling cold and alone At the summit of Hope above A valley of complacency. It may be so hard Being what you’re meant to be: Polishing the Stone
14.
Roadside Park When I stopped by your roadside park, the sun was low, it was almost dark the lullaby of a meadowlark crossed the woods and weeds like a soft remark A rusty can held a bracken leaf and a paper wrap held a crumb of beef and a newsprint ad, “Drive with Superchief” impaled on grass and in bold relief I sat and stared at your tabletop Where “I love Irene” soaked up soda pop And a cryptic note that read simply “stop” brought an end to words beneath a round raindrop A million miles on this asphalt line all ending here by this picnic sign and a human touch on such great design in the refuse you have left behind And I know you’ll find it hard when you close your eyes at night to imagine that I knew you here in the dusky fading light but we’re more alike than different and I know you by the sight of all that you’ve discarded in the hurry of your flight A pen was crushed beneath your brand new tire and it bled like art, which I much admire, and the ashes of your charcoal fire fed your hungry life as much as my desire On the restroom door, I read a thousand hands all moving in silence to nature’s first demands, and a fly that buzzed in the bathroom’s fans calls your scent to me from each place he lands And I know you’ll find it hard when you close your eyes at night to imagine that I knew you here in the dusky fading light but we’re more alike than different and I know you by the sight of all that you’ve discarded in the hurry of your flight A broken mirror in the parking lot helped me see the fear that made you leave this spot you must travel on and be one who’s got a place to go instead of this place that’s not But I’m going to wait right here in your roadside park and let the sun pull in all this rising dark I want to sleep and wake to your meadowlark across the woods and weeds like a soft remark from inside your heart

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released April 1, 1994

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david edward walker Indianola, Washington

"With a style that encompasses urban and rural images, rich metaphors, spiritual themes, moving ballads, and ambitious fingerstyle guitar work, David Edward Walker (aka 'David Folks') is a singer-songwriter with special ability to reach listeners on an emotional level."
~ Music Hound,
The Essential Folk Album Guide

"Spilled poetic love." ~ Dirty Linen

"Folk Hero."
~Detroit Monthly
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